BOO HOO!
I am missing my friends BIG TIME tonight. I’m always missing them, but listen, y’all- tonight? I am just flat out pathetic.
Every Halloween we throw a big bash.. and for the first time, I’m not there! Our parties are a blast– we don’t mess around. We literally talk about it all year.. we organize our budget, prepare our theme, rent a place, hire a dj.. it’s awesome! We always have such a blast and it has become a tradition that so many people look forward to…
A couple weeks ago I got the invitation to this year’s party in the mail and welp.. I have been sulking ever since. (Call me dramatic, it wouldn’t be the first time) I. MISS. THEM.
{Just a sidenote: I barely recognized any of the hostesses names on the invitation. All but four (out of 12!) of our last names have changed since the beginning of this tradition–I was like ”who are all these people?!!?”All my besties have been wifeyed up and it is still throwing me off! Please tell me that I’m not the only one who has trouble with this?}
{the girls, being the awesome people that they are, also made this year's bash a 'party with a purpose'. They honored our sweet Trent's life by taking donations for his memorial scholarship fund. He brought the fun everywhere- but especially to halloween! We miss him so MUCH!!!!
Tonight is party night and I have been moping around my little cracker-jack box apartment all day being jealous thinking about them and all the fun they are having. {I may or may not have spent hours of wishful thinking checking flight prices and strategizing a way to make it back.. somehow I couldn’t figure out how to make $563 fit into my budget this month}.
Being the precious little friends that they are, they skyped me while they were all getting dolled up and costumed! It was mad chaos, which made it feel perfectly normal 
It felt like I was there, though I think it only increased my missing them!
New York is amazing but it is no fun being away on night’s like this… I just love them and miss them so much! Can’t wait to hear all the crazy stories from my little goblins!
